Monday, March 13, 2006
Oh so sorry to all of you who have been coming to my blog, yet I've not updated anything... Since its March holidays, I shall try to squeeze out something (you call it juice or something haha) from my brain. Well, been rather upset and lazy these days... Perhaps lazy cos I'm upset. I was really really disappointed in some people and some things... and of cos, my appeal too. Things ain't going really well for me. However, its good I would say, to fall as I've been getting too much of what I want. I don't want to lean on luck or some sort like that anymore. I want to make it my own achievement this time round. Yes.
Appeal, unsuccessful. They didn't call. And actually I wanted to put in another appeal on Friday but Ho Yin (jiaqi's PAE classmate) kept persuading me not to.. and i was softened.. But I was still reluctant to give up this chance to appeal.. so I went off to appeal, with weixun they all but was held back by a teacher at the gate. what the... say we can only go off after 12.50... but that day lessons end at 11 + la... -.-" then weixun decided not to go AJ already... then I also dun wanna go alone... so in the end I gave up my chance.... =( but I don't think it'll be successful too la. I'm gonna stay in TPJC for the next 1 and 3/4 yrs ahead. Not exactly excited or enthusiastic about it but nevermind, I can go through it. Yesterday Xiwen told me that she's gonna run for Student Council and I was thinking if I should go for the same thing too.. I have no idea why she wants to do that (or at least not clear haha) but for me, its gonna be change change change change CHANGE the school for the better and also to spread the Gospel.. I want others to know that I can do well in studies too despite much time spent with God, through Him of cos! *AMEN!* On saturday I went for the service and I felt like I'm gonna die man.. as in... God keeps reminding me of His great commission and that He's coming!!!! He also told me to forget about the past cos it doesn't matter anymore...when we were worshipping... and during the hwa chong chinese drama performance, He reminded me of that again... oh man oh man... Now I'm awfully burdened again... I really hope xiwen is going for the same reason too and of cos, succeed...
OH YA, and yesterday ah... man i feel so detached la... from the rest of my batch... as in CDS people... wahh I'm so so so so sad and BORED. I just kept sms-ing and looking at my phone and stare.. -.-"
its SO detached ok. I felt so weird. utterly awkward man.
but NEVERMIND. its ok... maybe its just myself... or maybe its just that day...
haha I don't feel like blogging le.
enjoy your march holidays people!
and use it to the fullest man!
=)
BYE!!!!
posted @ 09:18
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