Monday, February 20, 2006
I miss captain's ball.I miss crapping with Mr Yow.I miss imitating teachers with kenneth, enoch and guys.I miss going Jack's place and TM and playgroud and whitesands and eastpoint after school.Don't you understand it? Life had been so carefree in the past.I thought I'm adaptable and flexible to whatever that comes in my way but this has certainly proved not.I'm too lazy. Yes, but that's not the only reason. DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?I NO LONGER LIKE SCHOOL.I know clearly that I can't change things and this is what we all have to go through. However, I don't know if this is really what I've been trying to achieve. Somehow, all the things that I've done seem to be of no purpose, no matter Godly or Worldly. Why can't I put all my effort and focus on doing things I should be doing? I've been getting too much of what I wanted, now that I'm dropping hard, I feel kinda...I don't know? man I don't know what I'm talking lah. Its like so what if I've gone through so much in the walk with God? ultimately, I still fall into that deep pit. It seems like all the effort just drains down to nothing. So what if I've conquered the problems at that point of time? that point of time serves nothing. NOTHING. I'm more tired as the days go by...........Today's defence day was so crappy and lame. No electricity for a few hrs, ate only potato and sweet potato and porridge for our breaks. and worse, they tried to cut off water supply but they forgot such a thing as water reserve. =/ LAME. & i wanna complain about the western food stall holder lah, flirt with guys then so biased give them more food. what the hell. & i was utterly frustrated during maths today cos of *******. what the hell lah talk so much...complain complain complain in class....... *ARH BISH!!!!*
posted @ 16:30
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