Tuesday, February 14, 2006
If you ask whether I cried, I'll say yes I did.After being so numb for a few days..I just realised how filled with Jealousy I am as a student, as a cousin.14 ain't a really nice number, maybe I grumbled too much when I had 12 in the 1st place.No school's cut-off at 12 I complained, but still I got myself in AJ.Now that I've gotten 14, I can't be more satisfied than ever.It was only yesterday that I realised, my results' really quite bad.Used to be looked up to since young. Still remember my 5 cousins taking up the same cca after me.All the calls came in asking my results after each BIG exam.This time, only to realise, I wasn't that great afterall.I wanted to be good, just good. At least the same as my other cousins.But now all's changed and I'm just worst. Worse than my bestest cousin.Where's my best subject now?Where's my best L1R5 now?Where's my best pride now?All kept, in my tears that have fallen.
posted @ 22:56
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