Thursday, October 13, 2005
i'm changing...
from a mature young kid to a childish teen.
why am i so different i ask.
why?
i see u grow
i see all of u grow..
form a childish young kid to a premature teen.
i'm proud of ya, yet confused myself.
who am i?
i do not know.
i'm all messed up.
i did the most stupidest thing
to quarrell on out last day of school together.
to argue my way through
when i knew u'll be hurt
why am i so evil
so smurk it off when u're angry?
somehow the hurt from the morning...
and the few days before
and the few weeks before
and the few months before
lurks right inside of me.
the hurt, the pain, the sorrow.
no one sees,
the tears in class.
no one sees,
me lying down.
no one sees,
anyone dropping down.
falling...right...DOWN.
perhaps, i'm just a little...
too far away.
insensitive, childish me.
posted @ 00:23
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