Sunday, July 10, 2005
what are trials?examinations? love downturns? no money?we humans only know how to complain.i guess i've grown up, to know how to think.no services for 4 weeks.But i've grown.grown to treasure God more.My family, would you tell me why all of you disallow my belief?why all of you think its only in the mind of mine but not the truth?Do you ever realise the more you all restrict me from going to Him, the more i am moving towards Him? The reason is not because I'm stubborn, but because He truely lives in me.I'm closer to Him not because i chose to tell Him everything but that He tells me that He is always there with me.Love seems to be more open between me and Him. Its the kind of true love i see in Him.Through these days, I've seen how He touch my life, change my perspectives, and through me, lead others to grow in Him.sacrifices = surprises and rejoice.Perhaps all of you disallow me 'cos of the givings and offerings, and that you all are scared i may not get married in the future.Life is not all about money and marriage isn't it.The thing in life is that one should be happy and live in the truth isn't it.givings leads me into the spirit of sharing. its not as bad as you think.as the bible says in 2 Cor, givings lead to equality and love.as for marriage, you say you allow me to be christian only if I'm married to a christian...Well, so am i supposed to say " I like a guy now" or " I like a christian now"?I know you all are worried but I believe that I'll make a better daughter for you because i still yearn to do so no matter what happens.Please believe in me...
posted @ 13:22
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