Monday, May 24, 2004
depression DePresSion DEPRESSION~!!!!
aRgh.. i threw my hp around again today. Threw frm one end of the performing arts centre to e other end. horrendous? not really...
HaiX. got back my e lit. => 62
social studies => 44 (sux)
so irritated by myself tonite. though i seemed crazy by giggling & laughing all day.
i really feel like crying. such an idiot.
tml not going CH music awards le. sorrie to all.
Well, i feel like cutting my wrist again. dunno y i get so irritated when i saw how horrendous our sec 3 batch has become. com members get SSS den cannot be in com anymore den still laugh laugh laugh & tok tok tok when paixi'ing?? Then that doo doo Samuel cannot even stay for 15 mins to paixi. VERY GOOD LOHX.
Alrite, i have no reason to be angry, i'm not the director ma. just a small role in the show, saying i have an illness only ma. Afterall, y shld i care. I could have decided not to join this ju so that i dun nid to perform on 7th July den go for my cousin's wedding @ malaysia on 6th July lohz. U guys know how much i really wanted to go to that wedding cos i'm THAT THAT close with this cousin in Malaysia.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.................
i hate crying.i just SIMPLY JUST HATE IT.
i hate myself being able to cry so easily. i hate this feeling.
y muz i be on this earth? can't i die?
& the worst thing is i lost my pencil case which is originally my sis'... & its frm ESPRIT & it really cost a lot. ArGh.
forget it. i should really forget it all. forget may be the nicest word in my dictionary.
posted @ 21:49
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